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Archive for August, 2010

This is Malaysia, I live here and I’m proud of it


Malaysia is always be nation of my heart

In the conjunction of our National Day that will be celebrated very soon, there’s something that I would like to share with all the readers.

I do know my country isn’t there yet, to be called a modernised and fully developed country like Japan or Germany, but we are striving to achieve it.

I do know my country isn’t  that beautiful to be compared to Australia or Russia, but I always embrace the beauty that my country has

Yes, I do always consent that we got a long way to go, to fully unite the people who live in it.

But there’s thing that makes me so proud and grateful to be a Malaysian

It’s not about the places, or even about cultures or whatsoever

It’s about the people I’ve met

The people who I spend my life with

The journey that I take

The laughter that I have

The smiles that captured my heart

The hands that hold me until the end

This is the country where I learn

Who am I;

What I have to do in this life..

What is life really meant to me;

My very purpose of being alive…

I’ve walked this far with this little gut that I bring along

I wont be going this far without the privilege that is given to me by this humble nation

I don’t care how rich the Americans are

I don’t care how privilege being a Japanese

I don’t care how lavish living in the Europe

I don’t care about what other countries have

Cause in here, in this tiny humble land of Malaysia

I got everything that I ever wanted

People who care, Love that I embrace and Memories that captured my heart

This is Malaysia, a country like no others

Forever and always be the nation of my heart

Happy National Day to all Malaysians!

The 99 Divine Names of Allah; the one and only god worth of worship


In the name of Allah, the most Gracious and the most Merciful

1. Allah He who has the Godhood which is the power to create the entities. 

2. Ar-Rahmaan The Compassionate, The Beneficent, The One who has plenty of mercy for the believers and the blasphemers in this world and especially for the believers in the hereafter. 

3. Ar-Raheem The Merciful, The One who has plenty of mercy for the believers. 

4. Al-Malik The King, The Sovereign Lord, The One with the complete Dominion, the One Whose Dominion is clear from imperfection. 

5. Al-Quddoos The Holy, The One who is pure from any imperfection and clear from children and adversaries. 

6. As-Salaam The Source of Peace, The One who is free from every imperfection. 

7. Al-Mu’min Guardian of Faith, The One who witnessed for Himself that no one is God but Him. And He witnessed for His believers that they are truthful in their belief that no one is God but Him. 

8. Al-Muhaimin The Protector, The One who witnesses the saying and deeds of His creatures. 

9. Al-A’zeez The Mighty, The Strong, The Defeater who is not defeated. 

10. Al-Jabbaar The Compeller, The One that nothing happens in His Dominion except that which He willed. 

11. Al-Mutakabbir The Majestic, The One who is clear from the attributes of the creatures and from resembling them. 

12. Al-Khaaliq The Creator, The One who brings everything from non-existence to existence. 

13. Al-Bari’ The Evolver, The Maker, The Creator who has the Power to turn the entities. 

14. Al-Musawwir The Fashioner, The One who forms His creatures in different pictures. 

15. Al-Ghaffaar The Great Forgiver, The Forgiver, The One who forgives the sins of His slaves time and time again. 

16. Al-Qahhaar The Subduer, The Dominant, The One who has the perfect Power and is not unable over anything. 

17. Al-Wahhaab The Bestower, The One who is Generous in giving plenty without any return. He is everything that benefits whether Halal or Haram. 

18. Al-Razzaaq The Sustainer, The Provider. 

19. Al-Fattaah The Opener, The Reliever, The Judge, The One who opens for His slaves the closed worldy and religious matters. 

20. Al-A’leem The All-knowing, The Knowledgeable; The One nothing is absent from His knowledge. 

21. Al-Qaabid The Constricter, The Retainer, The Withholder, The One who constricts the sustenance by His wisdomand expands and widens it with His Generosity and Mercy. 

22. Al-Baasit The Expander, The Englarger, The One who constricts the sustenance by His wisdomand expands and widens it with His Generosity and Mercy. 

23. Al-Khaafid The Abaser, The One who lowers whoever He willed by His Destruction and raises whoever He willed by His Endowment. 

24. Ar-Raafi’ The Exalter, The Elevator, The One who lowers whoever He willed by His Destruction and raises whoever He willed by His Endowment. 

25. Al-Mu’iz The Honorer, He gives esteem to whoever He willed, hence there is no one to degrade Him; And He degrades whoever He willed, hence there is no one to give Him esteem. 

26. Al-Muthil The Dishonorer, The Humiliator, He gives esteem to whoever He willed, hence there is no one to degrade Him; And He degrades whoever He willed, hence there is no one to give Him esteem. 

27. As-Samee’ The All-Hearing, The Hearer, The One who Hears all things that are heard by His Eternal Hearing without an ear, instrument or organ. 

28. Al-Baseer The All-Seeing, The One who Sees all things that are seen by His Eternal Seeing without a pupil or any other instrument. 

29. Al-Hakam The Judge, He is the Ruler and His judgment is His Word. 

30. Al-A’dl The Just, The One who is entitled to do what He does. 

31. Al-Lateef The Subtle One, The Gracious, The One who is kind to His slaves and endows upon them. 

32. Al-Khabeer The Aware, The One who knows the truth of things. 

33. Al-Haleem The Forebearing, The Clement, The One who delays the punishment for those who deserve it and then He might forgive them. 

34. Al-A’zeem The Great One, The Mighty, The One deserving the attributes of Exaltment, Glory, Extolement,and Purity from all imperfection. 

35. Al-Ghafoor The All-Forgiving, The Forgiving, The One who forgives a lot. 

36. Ash-Shakoor The Grateful, The Appreciative, The One who gives a lot of reward for a little obedience.  

37. Al-A’liyy The Most High, The Sublime, The One who is clear from the attributes of the creatures. 

38. Al-Kabeer The Most Great, The Great, The One who is greater than everything in status. 

39. Al-Hafeez The Preserver, The Protector, The One who protects whatever and whoever He willed to protect. 

40. Al-Muqeet The Maintainer, The Guardian, The Feeder, The Sustainer, The One who has the Power. 

41. Al-Haseeb The Reckoner, The One who gives the satisfaction. 

42. Aj-Jaleel The Sublime One, The Beneficent, The One who is attributed with greatness of Power and Glory of status. 

43. Al-Kareem The Generous One, The Bountiful, The Gracious, The One who is attributed with greatness of Power and Glory of status. 

44. Ar-Raqeeb The Watcher, The Watchful, The One that nothing is absent from Him. 

45. Al-Mujeeb The Responsive, The Hearkener, The One who answers the one in need if he asks Him and rescues the yearner if he calls upon Him. 

46. Al-Wasi’  The Vast, The All-Embracing, The Knowledgeable. 

47. Al-Hakeem The Wise, The Judge of Judges, The One who is correct in His doings. 

48. Al-Wadood The Loving, The One who loves His believing slaves and His believing slaves love Him. His love to His slaves is His Will to be merciful to them and praise them 

49. Al-Majeed The Most Glorious One, The Glorious, The One who is with perfect Power, High Status, Compassion, Generosity and Kindness. 

50. Al-Bai’th The Reserrector, The Raiser (from death), The One who resurrects His slaves after death for reward and/or punishment. 

51. Ash-Shaheed The Witness, The One who nothing is absent from Him. 

52. Al-Haqq The Truth, The True, The One who truly exists. 

53. Al-Wakeel The Trustee, The One who gives the satisfaction and is relied upon. 

54. Al-Qawiyy The Most Strong, The Strong, The One with the complete Power. 

55. Al-Mateen The Firm One, The One with extreme Power which is un-interrupted and He does not get tired. 

56. Al-Waliyy The Protecting Friend, The Supporter. 

57. Al-Hameed The Praiseworthy, The praised One who deserves to be praised. 

58. Al-Muhsee The Counter, The Reckoner, The One who the count of things are known to him. 

59. Al-Mubdi’ The Originator, The One who started the human being. That is, He created him. 

60. Al-Mu’eed The Reproducer, The One who brings back the creatures after death. 

61. Al-Muhyi The Restorer, The Giver of Life, The One who took out a living human from semen that does not have a soul. He gives life by giving the souls back to the worn out bodies on the resurrection day and He makes the hearts alive by the light of knowledge. 

62. Al-Mumeet The Creator of Death, The Destroyer, The One who renders the living dead. 

63. Al-Hayy The Alive, The One attributed with a life that is unlike our life and is not that of a combination of soul, flesh or blood. 

64. Al-Qayyoom The Self-Subsisting, The One who remains and does not end. 

65. Al-Waajid The Perceiver, The Finder, The Rich who is never poor. 

66. Al-Waahid The Unique, The One without a partner. 

67. Al-Ahad The One. 

68. As-Samad The Eternal, The Independent, The Master who is relied upon in matters and reverted to in ones needs. 

69. Al-Qaadir The Able, The Capable, The One attributed with Power. 

70. Al-Muqtadir The Powerful, The Dominant, The One with the perfect Power that nothing is withheld from Him. 

71. Al-Muqaddim The Expediter, The Promoter, The One who puts things in their right places. He makes ahead what He wills and delays what He wills. 

72. Al-Mu’akh-khir The Delayer, the Retarder, The One who puts things in their right places. He makes ahead what He wills and delays what He wills. 

73. Al-‘Awwal The First, The One whose Existence is without a beginning. 

74. Al-‘Akhir The Last, The One whose Existence is without an end. 

75. Az-Zaahir The Manifest, The One that nothing is above Him and nothing is underneath Him, hence He exists without a place. He, The Exalted, His Existence is obvious by proofs and He is clear from the delusions of attributes of bodies. 

76. Al-Baatin The Hidden, The One that nothing is above Him and nothing is underneath Him, hence He exists without a place. He, The Exalted, His Existence is obvious by proofs and He is clear from the delusions of attributes of bodies. 

77. Al-Walee The Governor, The One who owns things and manages them. 

78. Al-Mutaa’li The Most Exalted, The High Exalted, The One who is clear from the attributes of the creation. 

79. Al-Barr The Source of All Goodness, The Righteous, The One who is kind to His creatures, who covered them with His sustenance and specified whoever He willed among them by His support, protection, and special mercy. 

80. At-Tawwaab The Acceptor of Repentance, The Relenting, The One who grants repentance to whoever He willed among His creatures and accepts his repentance. 

81. Al-Muntaqim The Avenger, The One who victoriously prevails over His enemies and punishes them for their sins. It may mean the One who destroys them. 

82. Al-A’fuww The Pardoner, The Forgiver, The One with wide forgiveness. 

83. Ar-Ra’uf The Compassionate, The One with extreme Mercy. The Mercy of Allah is His will to endow upon whoever He willed among His creatures. 

84. Malik Al-Mulk The Eternal Owner of Sovereignty, The One who controls the Dominion and gives dominion to whoever He willed. 

85. Thul-Jalali wal-Ikram The Lord of Majesty and Bounty, The One who deserves to be Exalted and not denied. 

86. Al-Muqsit The Equitable, The One who is Just in His judgment. 

87. Aj-Jaami’ The Gatherer, The One who gathers the creatures on a day that there is no doubt about, that is the Day of Judgement. 

88. Al-Ghaniyy The Self-Sufficient, The One who does not need the creation. 

89. Al-Mughni The Enricher, The One who satisfies the necessities of the creatures. 

90. Al-Maani^ The Preventer, The Withholder. 

91. Ad-Daarr The Distresser, The One who makes harm reach to whoever He willed and benefit to whoever He willed. 

92. An-Nafi^ The Propitious, The One who makes harm reach to whoever He willed and benefit to whoever He willed. 

93. An-Noor The Light, The One who guides. 

94. Al-Haadi The Guide, The One whom with His Guidance His believers were guided, and with His Guidance the living beings have been guided to what is beneficial for them and protected from what is harmful to them. 

95. Al-Badi’ The Incomparable, The One who created the creation and formed it without any preceding example. 

96. Al-Baaqi The Everlasting, The One that the state of non-existence is impossible for Him. 

97. Al-Waarith The Supreme Inheritor, The Heir, The One whose Existence remains. 

98. Ar-Rasheed The Guide to the Right Path, The One who guides. 

99. As-Saboor The Patient, The One who does not quickly punish the sinners. “…There is nothing whatever like unto Him, and He is the One that hears and sees (all things).

Why it has to be “Oncologist”?


You are thinking of doing your specialist after this? Yes Dr, I would like to do so, obviously the route is still farther ahead, but I do have in mind to do specialisation after this MBBS. In what field Zaid? Oncologist Dr. Owh, it is hard, honestly it is one of the hardest fields in medicine. So, would you like to tell me why it has to be oncologist?

Do you know that how many cancer patients are able to survive in their battle against this cruel disease? Do you know how much it suffers the patient; even the strongest man standing will fall on his knees by cancer in a split of a second? Do you know how much this disease has claimed million lives and the number is still counting until today? Do you ever realise that there is no absolute therapy to cure this disease? Have you ever ask yourself how does people with cancer went thru their days with hope and courage? Have you ever put yourself in their shoes, trying to feel and live like they live every day and night? We face death even before we see it. We know that the patient would die even how hard you have tried and how hard the patient fight to win over the battle. So why you choose this path?

Cause we can’t lose hope. We can’t never lose hope, even the world is torn apart, we can’t lose hope. If the cancer patient can still standing fighting for their lives every day, why should we ever walked away? It is not only about treating or healing the cancer, but it is about hope that we put in it. It is not about whether we can or we cannot, but it is about how we do it, how we give chance for them to believe there’s still life despite of the cruelty that is eating them day and night.  Dr, I do strongly believe in a second chance. And I do also believe miracles are there for us to grab. To make them believe that life is a journey, regardless long or short, moments that we embraced are matter the most.

We believe in every hope that we have

 Even if we have lost the battle, tears that will shed are not of guilty, but of love.

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